The suffering is from hearing about the greatness of a non-usable, maybe non-existent thing. Someone put a list together called (paraphrasing) "All the things that have happened since Duke Nukem Forever was announced." I could do a similar list of CPU's or CPU mods that have been prototypee in academia or brought to market since I first heard of The Mill.

And so I hear about The Mill again. All we do is hear about it. I can't wait to benchmark its performance, reliability, and security against the others once it's perfected and released. ;)